Although my consciousness was definitely expanded because I was taking in plenty of knowledge and wisdom, I was not doing the best at being an outlet of the information I had received. That is what this blog is for. It is a way for me to express my self, my real self, my higher self, and to hopefully bless someone else in the process.
See, when I don't write or express myself, I feel...empty, weak, and bored. Life becomes a routine for me and I need to be able to create in order to break the monotony of life. As Bishop Carlton Pearson says, "We were created, we are creative, and we are creating all the time because that is our nature."
When I go to work on my day job, I am helping someone else express what they've chosen to create. My work day consists of helping lots of people in various situations in the transportation industry and being a leader to my co-workers. There are all sorts of dynamics involved in my job. It can be fun and it can be boring but at the end of the day it is someone else's creation, not mine.
In order for me to feel fulfilled, I need to "mind my own business" as Robert Kyosaki says, and find the time to do the things that bring me joy and happiness. What I have noticed, and I wrote this in a previous blog, is that when I begin to do the things I enjoy doing consistently, the tasks that are mundane and routine, don't bother me as much. Maybe its because my whole being wants to get back to creating because it felt great to express myself. It could also be that I am living on purpose when I express myself.
I can definitely tell you during this last month, I noticed the difference. I'm sure there was an element of procrastination. Ok, I'll just call it what it was...procrastination.
I was procrastinating!
There is no way I should have less than 10 posts this month. It is totally unacceptable and there is nothing wrong with demanding more of my Self. I am capable to do much more than what I'm putting out. Its kinda like a faucet being turned on fully in a tub and the drain being open just slightly. There is no balance and eventually the tub will overflow because not enough water is being released.
More is going in than coming out.
Now I think I'm done putting myself in the headlock about this. Its time to take action. I will put this as an action item in my daily planner (which I should have done long ago!) so that I will be reminded to post something every day. As time goes on, it will be new habit, and eventually, who knows, maybe all my posts will turn into a book. It could happen!!!
So look at the areas of your life honestly and see where you've been falling short. Are you doing something everyday that is fulfilling to you? If not, then you need to start putting a program into practice to get you to that point as quick as possible. Your sanity depends on it!!!
Have a great day!
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